Wednesday, April 08, 2015

Whose Story Is It?

By Karen Casey Fitzjerrell

Saturday, March 14, 2015 ForgivingEffie Beck, a novel that took me two years to write, received the EPIC Award for Best Historical Fiction. It was the second award for the book. In October it won the Will Rogers Gold Medallion Award. Since I had written the story without regard to most of the shoulds and shouldn’ts writers are hammered with daily the EPIC announcement left me stuttering with confusion. 

The Will Rogers Award: A fluke? I had to wonder. But a second honor: The EPIC?

I never, ever felt comfortable with anyone reading drafts of my book. I wrote it in a style or voice I’m most comfortable with - like my journal entries about everyday observations. Agents, editors, publishing houses would probably label it “too colloquial.” The characters are far less than perfect, dreamed-up combinations of family members, old friends and past enemies. I put them in a setting familiar to me, then placed them in difficult situations. Words flew off my fingers tips and onto the computer screen. I worried writing it had been too easy, probably not worthy of much. It was too elementary, too simple, entry-level work. Worse, I couldn’t name an age group or audience who’d want to read it. I’d always believed that trying to control reader’s perceptions stifles one’s particular writing voice. But I also believed my real story telling voice wouldn’t hold a novel together.

And yet . . . Awards?

It’s true that authors can never be sure how their work will be read or interpreted, or what readers will glean from it when they’ve read to the last page.

And we’ve all heard “write what you know.” This story is what I know, some of what I’ve lived. I worried most about keeping personal agendas at bay - a point I believe vital to writing decent fiction. Especially if it is to have any universal meaning whatsoever. To guard against having my agendas seep into the story I gave the task of telling Effie Beck’s story to the characters. Characters like down-and-out Mike LeMay, heartbroken Red Kasper, lonely and isolated Effie Beck herself and ostracized Jodean Travis. They told my fingers what they thought, felt, how they perceived troubling events. All I had to do was set them free on the page. The voice, the writing belongs to them.

My Ah-ha moment:  I noticed I most often say, “Forgiving Effie Beck won an award.” Then I wonder why I don’t say, “I won an award for Forgiving Effie Beck.” Of course now I know - it is not my story.
Karen Casey Fitzjerrell’s debut novel, The Dividing Season, won the 2013 EPIC Award for Best Historical Fiction. She is a former journalist who traveled Texas back roads for eight years in search of history mysteries and unique-to-Texas characters to include in her newspaper and magazine articles. She now lives in San Antonio, Texas. 


Nat said...

Congrats! I love it when the characters take over.

Anonymous said...

Did you enter your books in these contests, or how did they become part of these contests?